How Long

 How long? 

Will I be like this. 

Till the world starts to glow. 


How long? 

Will I be able to go on. 

Till monotony embeds in my soul. 


 How long? 

Will anxiety rewrite my life. 

Till depression loses control. 


 How long? 

Will desire disable my heart. 

Till porn begins to withhold. 


 How long? 

Will purple define my eyes. 

Till sleep starts being normal. 


 How long? 

Will being miserable be. 

Till pain conforms to reward. 


 How long will it take? 

How long till I break? 


 What happens? 

When it all comes too late. 

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